GUY FROM Bodybuilding.com misc forums COMMITS SUICIDE YESTERDAY ON LIVE FEED

[shimric]

The wife told me about this.. she belongs to bb.com forum..

bb.com forum closed due to investigation... supposedly this guy trolled occasionally and had threatened to commit suicide many times...other ppl along with the mods taunted him and he then overdosed on some kind of drug..all on live feed. Everybody thought he was joking until someone called 911 and the police broke in and covered the webcam...then later confirmed his death.

You can find some info here:

Pines man streams live video of his suicide -- baltimoresun.com

MySpace.com - Mr. Biggs? - 19 - Male - Living it up in, Florida - www.myspace.com/forgettingthepastagain

PT | Phish | Message Board | Guy commits suicide on justin tv

[Beau Corso]

think about this next time you tell some loser to kill themselves.

[PETC]

Anyone got the link to the video?

[Beau Corso]

links are all taken down

unless someone recorded it somewhere, but idk.

[mr.ac]

the video has been shut down by local police.

[PETC]

Originally Posted by mr.ac

the video has been shut down by local police.

********, it's on the internet somewhere.

[canadam]

I'm actually genuinely concerned that this might be 3sgtepower one day, mental instability shines brightly through the internet.

[shimric]

Originally Posted by canadam

I'm actually genuinely concerned that this might be 3sgtepower one day, mental instability shines brightly through the internet.

I dunno, I've talked to him quite a bit on aim. He's pretty stable as far as I can tell. Just a major e thug, in dire need of attention/acceptance.

CandyJunkie Vid - LiveVideo.com

There you go Gary.

Disturbing it is.

PT | Phish | Message Board | Guy commits suicide on justin tv

There's the suicide note.

To Whom It May Concern,
I am going to leave this for whoever stumbles across my bookmarks later on.
I hate myself and I hate living. I think that if someone who knows me
reads this they will know who I am. So I will leave this unsigned. I am
an a@#hole. I have let everyone down and I feel as though I will never
change or never improve. I am in love with a girl and I know that I am
not good enough for her. I have come
to believe that my life has all been meaningless. I keep trying and I
keep failing. I have thought about and attempted suicide many times in
the past. I used to think of my failure as some mystical way of telling
me that I was really meant for something meaningful. The only thing I
dread, besides the pain, is the way my family will suffer. I do not want
my mother or father to think that it was anything they did that lead me
to kill myself. I never really had any plans of leaving a note. I
thought that I would not be able to describe why I want to do this and I
am right. There is no way to tell you or anyone else why I dread every
new day. My father had such high expectations for me and tried to give
me every opportunity to improve upon myself. I let him down. I think
that I am a major disappointment to him. I have a job but I?m always broke
and I am in college but barely, I show up to class but that?s about it.
I want my life to end. I am tired of f@# up everything. I
am tired of people always telling me that they do not like me. I am
tired of trying to be decent. I hope that someone finds this post and I
hope that my parents know that I f@# up not them. It is my fault I
screwed up my own life.
The hate that rages within me, rages not for those I love so dearly or
those who have crossed my path.
This hate rages full force towards me and only me.
I have long forgiven those who've hurt me, but I have not and cannot
come to terms to forgive myself for the things I have done to myself, and
the things I've done to hurt those in my life.
You have all touched my life in one way or another,
especially those whom I call family.
I cannot tell you how sorry I am for ending my life the way I did. I
hope that you can all find it in your heart to see it as way for me not
suffering anymore and that I am finally at rest with myself, for being at
rest with the guilt that constantly ate at me for so long.
Please forgive me all for taking my own life so early. I tried so hard
to fight against this strong battle. I have reached out for help so many
times, and yet I believe, I was turned away because of the things I did,
that it is a punishment I am willing to take, for I know that being who I am
has only brought myself and others pain.
I love you all and will forever live within the memories we created.
Forgive me.
Love always and forever,
As for my signature I will leave you with a quote so that if anyone
reads this they will know it's me, "Can?t feel pain if your dead? Just Saying"

[CyFi]

why the hell would you want to see the video... People need to take the internet a little more seriously than they do.

[TomsMR2]

.. he actually stole his own suicide note from the internet..

thousands upon thousands of people die every single day. people just died as you read this. how can you possibly justify putting this above the thousands of other people that passed away simultaneously?

yeah, it sucks. it sucks when anyone dies.. but give me a break on the lectures and crap.. you (everyone) shrugs off innocent death every single day without so much as attempting to help. make no mistake, CHILDREN are DYING right this second because YOU didnt help.

its become a necessity to dull out human suffering and death to preserve ourselves. its impossible to save everyone, we dont need a guilt trip.. everyones death cant lie on all of our shoulders and you cant live life wondering what more you could have done.

[Hellstorm]

Damn thats some crazy **** right there.

[muffinman]

What the hell is wrong with people these days?

[PHOENIX]

meh

People kill themselves everyday. The only reason this guy is different is because he decided to do it with an audience.

I'm suprised it wasn't some EMO kid though. When I saw he was black, I checked here to make sure Shimri was okay

[shimric]

Originally Posted by PHOENIX

meh

People kill themselves everyday. The only reason this guy is different is because he decided to do it with an audience.

I'm suprised it wasn't some EMO kid though. When I saw he was black, I checked here to make sure Shimri was okay

I was assuming he was just some emo skinny white kid. When Is seen it was a black guy I'm like... then I was like after a few seconds I was all then I'm like because something like this is but I it happens everyday so should I be all or should we all be like I better jump off my and or maybe I should do a

[PHOENIX]

[Beau Corso]

shimy had way too much fun with those smilies.